CONFLICTED

Torn between kingdom living and living here on earth. My short 4 years serving the lord has been a rollercoaster of a ride up and down happy an sad angry an peaceful etc.... The conflict i am having is seeing with my flesh eyes what the "church" is really doing today. I use my flesh eyes way too much i only see what is in front of me instead of seeing what God is planning or where God is moving. My eyes see churches building "buildings" have a contest to see who has the biggest congregation! i know this may be tuff to swallow im not gonna apologize for what God shows me just take this however you may but do not judge me. God never intended for the "Body" to build buildings we are ordered to make DISCIPLES of ALL PEOPLE!!! numbers or size means nothing to God, do not get me wrong not all churches are doing this but sadly to say the majority of churches are. I am not trying to be a church basher that is not my intentions my intentions are to reveal what God is showing me. The church can only accomplish making disciples by going out into the street treading along the highways an biways!!! in search of the lost STORMING THE GATES OF HELL!!!! . We have sat for to long watching the enemy take an take and TAKE!!! our friends family neigbors co workes our very own lives. We sit an watch this an WE do nothing about it we simply turn our cheek to whats realy going on. Its the lost we need to be taking care of and ministiring to. We go to church service to fellowship and rejuvanate but we should not make the church our ministrie does this make sense? we are to sharpen each other and then go out and reach the lost. We tend to just stick to our little "CLIQUES" or groups and call that reaching out. Now this is not everyone like i said but this is the majority. Jesus came that the sick shall recover he came as a sword he came that the lost may be found!!!! I hope you are not thinking who does this guy think he is i am just a person like you I MY SELF am guilty of this. AS GOD SPEAKS I WILL WRITE..................................